rewind…
yeah i know di ako ganon ka patient dati. that’s why we ended up like “this” (i really couldn’t find the right term)
i was naive way back then, i am so vulnerable too. mistakes after mistakes i fought my way and now i’m here, still struggling.. then just recently i realized (although i keep on saying i’m not that crazy 18 year old anymore) that i never learned my lessons.

fast forward..
just don’t say anything. don’t elaborate things. don’t ask me to do things that even yourself couldn’t do. as you can see i’m very wounded and i need time to recuperate. i admit everything at this moment is uncertain. and at this time, it’s kinda hard to believe in happy endings anymore. so just be it. coz i’m fuckin’ tired of chasing pavements. i don’t want to chase that ever elusive “could’ve”.

stop.