mag-a-answer nalang ako ng survey,, sobrang na-sad kasi ako eh..

1.Shortest relationship?
- 3 weeks (i really thought that i’m gonna end up w/ him.. shet!!)

2. Longest relationship?
- 4 years on and off.. with “in between/s”

3. How many boyfriends/girlfriends have
told you that they love you?
- lahat naman.. kaya nga naging “kayo” e

4. Have you ever thought that you were
going to marry the person you were
with?
- many of times… madali kasi akong mapaniwala noon e haha (BITTER mode ba ito)

5. Have you ever made a boyfriend or
girlfriend cry?
- i think so

6. Are you happier single or in a
relationship?
- magkaiba kasi ang happiness pag single ka at pag nasa isang relationship ka.. it can’t be compared

7. What is your favorite thing about
the opposite sex?
- uhmm.. i dunno…

8. Have you ever broken someones
heart?
- yeah.. and i’m sooo sorry about it…

9. Talk to any of your exes?
- oo naman.. dpat at least civil man lng kyo sa isa’t isa

10. If you could go back in time would
you change things?
- i should have studied a lil harder

11. Do you believe that you are a good
boyfriend or girlfriend?
- good saan? hahaha

12. Have you dated people who were not
good to you?
- yeah! i remember yung naka-date kong 17 yr old, i was 18 then, he’s younger and di man lang ako nilibre ng starbucks!!!

13. Have you been in an abusive
relationship?
- oo and i freakin’ survived it.

14. Have you ever dated someone older
than you?
- oo nmn.

15. Younger?
- yun ngang 17 yr old

16. Do you believe everyone deserves a
second chance?
- kung worth ba e syempre why not

17. Ever dated two people at once?
- oo.. date lang naman e.. no frills!

18. Ever been received a Promise ring?
- ha! wala pang nagbibigay e.. ayaw nilang magpromise e hhahahaa

19. Ever stolen someone’s boyfriend or
girlfriend?
- ah… eh… not intentionally naman po kasi.

20. Ever liked someone else boyfriend
or girlfriend?
- uhmm.. considered ba yung yung magjowang nagkakalabuan daw? hehhehe

21. Does heartbreak really feel as bad
as it sounds?
- i’m kinda numb na kasi sa mga ganyan e… para na akong intubated patient na loaded ng etomidate, succinylcholine, ativan at 2% lidocaine sa kmanhidan sa mga heartache na yan noh..

syet! anu ba. bkit kaya i keep on getting unsolicited advice from you guys hehe.. sobrang galing nyong mang-brainwash eh! i know my situation right now is not so ideal (tanga eh! as always naman d ba) basta ba it makes me happy.. go lang… magiging masaya din ako one day (yan.. yan.. keep on convincing yourself hahaha)

and kahit isang SIGN lang ang ipahiwatig ni Lord, masaya na ako. tatlong signs yun.. any of those pwede.. that means i’m on the right track… kung hindi e di sorry nalang.. that means kinakarma na ako hahaha.

na- sad tuloy ako.. gagu kasi kayo eh.

while me and my biatch friend were talking over the phone about how she feels now that’s she’s turning 25, she did mention that she had this certain checklist a.k.a. “things to accomplish before you turn 25″. well to be honest there’s a lot of bullcrap on it… not worth mentioning right here (peace bitch!) haha. and well of course there are few things left undone and i told her that it woud be too ambitious for her to accomplish like 1. be alcohol- free in every other weekend 2. get a degree (or at least on-line) 3. have a boyfriend that will treat her like a princess and like a pornstar as well. 4. teach her friend kathy how to park her own car (damn it! i’m not kidding on this one)

well.. i have my own too, not a checklist (though) coz i know by next year it will be much different like the previous years of o-five, o-six and o-seven. and fuck! i’m only 22! hehehe here’s some of it.

1. (this one is a major and my fingers are soooo crossed!!!) to have something that i can call my own “PROPERTY”: house, condo, co-op, pad, loft, apartment unit, whatsoever!!!
2. enroll for my master’s degree
3. to get a SCUBA certification
4. learn how to surf
5. to get my lordosis fixed by all means

freak! and the list goes on and on until i noticed it already 6:30 am. i still have work at 10 am.