this is from my last cup of coffee from starbucks. “the way i see it #232″

“You simply can’t make someone love you if they don’t. You must choose someone who already loves you. If you choose someone who does not love you, this is the sort of love you must want.”

and i must say really, really want.

love is when…
you are sitting in class
and you have no intention of listening,
because you are too busy
writing your name…
with his last name…

ano na nga ba? updates? ayun ganun parin. may mga bagay lang na nagbago. yung mga priorities at points of views medyo nagbago narin. mdyo nabawasan narin yung pagiging ‘yes-or-no’ type of personality ko. i realized that there are things beyond that yes-or-no answers, may mga bagay na may ibang kulay bukod sa black and white.

narealize ko rin na ang probability percentage na 0.001% ay pwedeng magkatotoo. akalain mo? hehe
basta basta… masaya talaga ako ngayon. i’m still looking forward to exceed that 600 miles. maybe next month? maybe in next few weeks? bahala na.

i’m not hoping or expecting for anything. basta whatever will it be yun na yun. i think it’s better narin. coz i’m tired of those false hopes and expectations.

ang sarap ng feeling ng matulog at gumising ng nakangiti. period.

coz’ it’s my day off.. dyaraaaaaan! hehe another blog post.

wala lang, after my pondering a.k.a. muni- muni sessions here’s something (just wanna share)

WHAT MAKES ME HAPPY?

= Clear sunny morning, and of course it should be my day off. and around 63-70 degrees F.
= Regular coffee with half and half, it should be in a coffee mug and not in the styro cup. (tsk, when will i ever enjoy a cup of coffee? - a real one, not the kind that was purchased when i’m in a hurry and very much in need of caffeine boost)
= A nice, not cranky patient with great veins (which i could insert a 20-gauge angiocath minimum, antecubital please.), that doesn’t smell like uhmmmm (you know what kind of smell i’m talking about right?) and with the tolerance in waiting in the emergency department for at least 8 hours.
= Chevy’s nacho chips and salsa
= Gucci of any kind (hahaha!)
= To have a rock steady relationship (yung tipong ‘this is it’ na talaga hehe)
= to be conitinued… more to come

hay u know what, i’ve realized that most of the things that will me make happy were pretty simple BUT how come it’s very hard to get?