this quarter life crisis shit strikes back again. at first i thought this is just plain laziness and boredom but again it strikes me back.

i don’t know. it’s just too much vagueness going on. yeah, VAGUE. it’s like you want to say something but you can’t because it’s too complicated to say it or to express it for some reasons (reasons i can’t divulge here in my blog, i’m sorry). i can’t even give a hint. bulldamnshitcrap!

People tell me that they love me and they for care for me but i still feel empty. i don’t understand. maybe because i don’t believe them, maybe because i just don’t feel it, maybe because i just don’t care, or maybe i just don’t give a damn.

and you know what sucks? it’s like there’s a bunch a people around you but you still feel alone.

I WANT: the weather to be nice tomorrow
I MISS: oyster boy and UAAP
I HEAR: clock tickin’
I REGRET: that i forgot to hang a liter of NS for my patient with heavy bleeding
I LIKE: to go to vegas this may/june
I DANCE: durrrty!
I SING: sa karaoke.. big tym.
I SHOULD: jog pero umuulan kasi.

[WHEN YOU SEE THIS NAME YOU THINK
OF...]
RYAN: waste of time, love and effort
DOUG: jowa ni cheska garcia..
JOHN: pratts. ex- bf ko dati (in my dreams)
SCOTT: doctor namin sa ER na “babylan”
KEN: ang gusto kong maging name nung magiging anak ko

[IN THE LAST FEW DAYS, HAVE YOU...]
CRIED: hndi e… for what?
HELPED SOMEONE?: pasyente, malamang
GOTTEN SICK?: sick of my life…
GONE TO THE MOVIES?: oo, blades of glory
GONE OUT FOR DINNER?: as usual. solo flight.
SAID “I LOVE YOU”?: basta.
WRITTEN A REAL LETTER?: nah
WRITTEN IN A JOURNAL?: tamad na e
KISSED SOMEONE?: nah
FOUGHT WITH YOUR PARENTS?: knina, npagalita nnman ni papa

[WOULD YOU EVER...]
1. EAT A BUG?: hindi p
2. BUNGEE JUMP?: i’d like to
3. HANG GLIDE?: di p…
4. KILL SOMEONE?: almost! haha
5. WALK ON HOT COALS?: ngek
6. GO OUT TO EAT WITH A COMPLETE
STRANGER?: scary noh
7. GO OUT W/ SOMEONE FOR THEIR
REPUTATION?: di ko kelangan ng reputation
8. BE A VEGETARIAN?: minsan feeling vegan hahaha
9. PURPOSELY HURT SOMEONE?: knina.. kaasar kasi yung pasyente, he pulled out his angiocath, e di nilagyan ko sya ng 18 gauge instead of 20 hahahah
10. RUN A RED LIGHT?: di po ako marunong magdrive e. heheh
11. WOULD YOU DYE YOUR HAIR BLUE? yes, did it once, highlights lang
12. MAKE SOMEONE CRY?: siguro.. sorry po ha.
13. STAY UP ALL THROUGH THE NIGHT: lagi kaya.. hehe

[THE LAST PERSON WHO...]
1. SLEPT ON THE SAME BED WITH YOU?: wish ko lng
2. HEARD YOU CRY?: nah
3. YOU SAW CRY?: nah
4. WENT TO THE MOViES WITH? friiend
5. WENT TO DINNER/LUNCH WITH?: coworkers
6. THAT CALLED YOU ON THE
PHONE: stan
7. THAT YOU CALLED ON THE PHONE: CCU para magendorse ng patient
8. TEXT YOU?: stan
9. MADE YOU LAUGH?: si doc ping wong, mukha kasing tanga

[DO YOU PREFER...]
1. FLOWERS OR CANDY?: flowers… kasi nakakatba yung candy lalo
2. GREY OR BLACK?: black
3. COLOR OR BLACK?: monochromatic
5. SUNRISE OR SUNSET?: sunrise
6. STAYING UP LATE OR WAKING UP
EARLY? waking up early

[ABOUT YOU...]
1. Middle Name?: aranel
2. First Name?: katherine (c.)
3. Where do you wanna live? sa SFO, pero kung mag iba ihip ng hangin, sa trump nalang uli…
4. How many kids do you want?: 5 and up..
5. Do you want to get married?: a.s.a.p.

Q: A friend whose name starts with ‘C’
A: christine

Q: 4th person on your received calls?
A: capital one credit card

Q: What did your last text message say?
A: from mom: di bagay sakin yung eyeglasses na padala mo… (sumthing lyk that)

Q: How many times has your profile
been viewed?
A: 82

Q: What’s your shout out?
A: coz u know i’d walk a thousand miles if i could just see u 2nyt

Q: Current mood
A: hungry (mood ba yun)

Q: What did you do last night?
A: madami e… basta

Q: What time did you sleep?
A: 2 am

Q: How many hours of sleep did you
have?
A: 4 hours

Q: What words do you say a lot?
A: hehe at saka “huh?” (bingi kasi)

Q: What is the last thing you drank?
A: water

Q: What was the last thing you said to
someone and who was it?
A: ayokong pumunta ng supermarket (to my dad)

Q: Do you watch TV?
A: pag scrubs lang ung palabas

Q: What should you be doing right now?
A: sleeping… hehe i’m kinda sleepy naman na

Q: Do you believe in love at first
sight?
A: no

Q: Who’s the youngest one in the
family?
A: me hehe wala nang iba e

Q: Are you a heavy sleeper?
A: oo sobra… as in 15 hours

Q: Last time you used a skateboard?
A: never

Q: Best movie you’ve seen in the past
two weeks?
A: blades of glory.. kaaliw

Q: Next place you’ll go?
A: bukas… sa hospital malamang work

Q: Next movie you want to see:
A: grindhouse… uber like ko kz si quentin tarantino (director)

Q: Next car you want to have?:
A: depende sa budget.. toyota fj lang pwede na… pero sana makabili ako ng range rover next year

Q: Next time you’re going out?:
A: wat kind of going out? kung gmik… bka next friday

Q: Next thing you’re going to save
money for:
A: california and vegas this may… tapos interstate roadtrip sa july/august… gucci at kate spade shopping this nov after thanksgiving sale!!! then…. ewan ko.. basta

Q: Next time that you will drink
alcohol:
A: i want pink mojitos… kung meron man

Q: Next person you are going to call:
A: mom

Q: Next place you’ll take vacation:
A: cali and vegas this may

Q: LSS?
A: linger

Q: Question you wanna ask?
A: nanalo kaya si pacquiao?