December, 2005

bye bye 2005

December 28th, 2005 December 28th, 2005
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This should’ve been my greatest year since A LOT of thing happened to me this o-five…

*my 1st new year’s day here in US

*my 1st new year’s day w/ my dad

*earned my college degree (at last)

*passed the board exams

*left phils and live here in NY (permanently, i guess)

*had my first job (waitressing)

*being fired w/ my job because of my "forced" day off last xmas eve

and a lot more… i just can’t recall.

This should’ve been my year…

This should’ve been my year.

my trance trip

December 24th, 2005 December 24th, 2005
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bilingual

by jose nunez

The only aphrodisiac I need is your voice
Hearing you speak my name
Beckoning me to answer
Telling me you want me
So I tell you that you’re the answer to every question I’ve ever had about love

Without words I use my tongue to tell the tale of us
Tracing your shadowscape
Kneeling before you my eyes feast upon your masculinity and
All its divinity and I praise you
Because all of that is for me

I begin to indulge myself of your delicacies
Digesting semi-sweet dark chocolate decadence as it melts
Dripping down my chin
Your taste is something Godiva couldn’t re-create

Needing every atom of your anatomy
Necessity is placed upon me knowing you are the source of my serendipity
Dipping in and out of me stroking more than my consciousness
Subconsciously I find myself rewinding our love scenes
In my daydreams
Seeing that face you make when you’re making me cum
And it makes me want you right there and then

Thinking of you in inappropriate places I get
Tingling sensations in private locations where I wish to be caught between a rock and your hard place

As wetness develops my legs begin to open and my spot turns to a backdraft and all I want you to do is extinguish it
You know my body like the back of your hands
And touch me and send me into ecstacy

My thighs quiver in anticipation of deep penetration which gets me high
Body rising
Sweating
Panting
Make-up melting
Pulling my hair and
Scratching my back
I get a temporary case of tourettes because all I can say are four letter words in a four octave-range screaming your name

Aye papi,eres tan grande y tan duro y me lo das tan bueno,tu eres mi pecado mortal,cojelo otra ves….

You fcuking me makes me bilingual

I see your tongue pink between your lips and I want it between mine
And I struggle
As you lick torturing me
I try to get away but
Not really

Running out of room begging for more up against the wall that has been scuffed by my stilletos
Again
You pry apart my thighs and tell me to be still
And I willingly submit to you because I love the way you dominate me
Demanding that I cum for you so I do as I’m told

You’ve molded me so I’m good to no-one else but you
You’ve conquered this once orgasmicless world and multiplied it
Again and Again

My face radiates with after-glow
My pillow scented by you
A fragrance which haunts me
My room smells of the best sex
Covered in body prints and finger prints and you above me
Your name written indelibly upon my body in your genetic history

You fcuking me makes me bilingual.

just missing jef

December 5th, 2005 December 5th, 2005
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seems that no one else can replace you..

damn! i just miss our days together everytime i visit our picture sites

i tried to suppress, repress, sublimate, and apply all the coping mechs that i know.

ain’t working.

still missing you

december na pala

December 2nd, 2005 December 2nd, 2005
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Before, i was so excited when it’s already December. It’s the month of my birthday, Xmas, New Year, celebration, vacation, gift- giving, holidays… but now it seems that i dont care anymore, i have work on the day of my bday, xmas and new year’s eve, i guess that’s part of my experience living here in NY. I dont care at all as long as i earn and save money for my upcoming vacation next year hehe.. sabi ko na nga ba, suppression will kill me, i’m starting to feel numb.

NUMB

Knowing me, i’m a sensitive person, i get hurt easily, i can feel right away if a person hates me, etcetera..

day by day i feel that im getting numb…

numb of what’s happening around me.. in short DEDMA!

last tuesday my manager scolded me for a stupid cause. but because i’m numb,  i dont care at all. hah! i even forgot the fact that he scolded me. WEIRD!

anyway, December parin ang fave month ko.

two weeks to go birthday ko na! Legal nko uminom d2 hehe.. joke!!! joke!!! joke!!!